Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Grown up


When I was a small child I didn’t have a care in the world. I trusted my father to provide for me. I trusted my mother to comfort me. All I had to do was rest, play, and do as I was told. Now that I’m grown, why do I have to make everything so complicated? Why do I take on the cares of the entire world? It’s too much for me. I need to focus on the things I can actually do something about instead of fretting over everything else that is outside of my control. But I guess it’s easier to shirk my personal responsibilities when I’m too busy trying to run the lives of everyone else. But what has caused me to change so much? Why am I no longer trusting and free? Why do I not trust my heavenly Father to provide for me? Why do I not trust the Holy Spirit to comfort me? Why is it so easy to forget that all I have to do is rest, play, and do as I’m told? What happened between now and then that made me forget how to live? Moreover, what can I do now to help myself to remember?